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Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
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hey kids. long time no post. just over 2 years and 3 months, to be exact...
i decided to try using my livejournal again. i forgot about it til my lame sister became obsessed like 5 years too late... ; )
anyway, i suppose it's a place to rant, and no one has to read it, unless they wish because it is public.
well, we'll see how it goes.
lates.
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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hey kids, been a while. however, please take heed to my message:
ATTENTION ALL INTERESTED PERSONS:
Although it is short notice, there will be a BIRTHDAY BASH for Jessica and Savio THIS SATURDAY beginning at 4:00pm and ending whenever. The address is: 24 WARDWELL AVE in LYNN, MA. Be prepared for BEER, BRAZILLIAN COOKOUT, and of course, atrocious parking, as it is Lynn. Come one, come all! If you would like to let me know if you'll be attending in advance that would be super but not necessarily required.
HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!
you read right. a party! be there or be round. DO IT!
lata
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The Secret World of Alex Mack | | 92% | The Adventures of Pete and Pete | | 83% | Double Dare | | 83% | Legends of the Hidden Temple | | 83% | Rugrats | | 75% | Doug | | 67% | Clarissa Explains It All | | 42% | Ren & Stimpy | | 42% | Kablam! | | 42% | Are You Afraid of the Dark? | | 33% | Rocko's Modern Life | | 17% | </td>
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:15 am. |
| Mood: |  gotta pee. | | Music: | dresden dolls - girl anachronism (gotta love it!). |
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hey y'all. my name is jessica and this is my journal. i hereby reclaim it for the night and after i've had my way with it it shall be tossed aside like yesterday's prostitute.
i have been working. i switched hockey teams. my new team practices all the way on the other side of the ice. i skate defense, not goal. it is fun and now i now have a reason to go to practice other than going to the bar afterwards.
i had a second job. after 2 weeks of 80+ hours/week i decided i am a wuss and quit one.
i am going to maine this weekend to visit my cousin. the end of the month i am going to providence to visit aaron. the first week of february i am going to new yawk city with savio. traveling is fun...and expensive...
* **my grandmother shall be gone from january 16th through the 30th. i cannot throw any wild parties but i would not protest any possible small gathering of people and/or alchol during that time.** *
i cleaned my car inside. it looks really nice.
well, i guess that's it. was it good for you? yeah, me neither.
PEACE, MUTHAS!
~jessica joy
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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hey there kids. quick update...saw tegan and sara(i know, i already told ya that), discovered rachael cantu who opened for t&s. she rocks. saw ani! in providence. twas very good. i got a t-shirt that says "folking you up since 1990" (the righteous babe logo). i almost bought the one that says "ani fucking difranco". next time. um, had hockey, went out afterwards where 2 beers finally gave me enough courage to ask someone out. we'll see how that goes. um, applied at kohl's. i need a second job. and now i'm just getting ready for christmas.
well, i just felt like throwing that out there. so anyway, how is everyone? what are you kids up to? feel free to leave a comment.
peace, jessie
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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so yes, a few things. i saw tegan and sara on tuesday night! it's so weird to like, idolize someone or something and then to see them in person. i loved it. they tell the beeeesssst stories between songs. and tegan wore a shirt from the last cd's photo shoot. which doesn't seem like a big deal but i think it's funny that this is a shirt she must like and often wear as opposed to something some publisist/stylist picked out for her...
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ever try to do something (like write) and get so frustrated and just give up? yeah, me too...
anyway, ani concert tomorrow/today! schweeet!
and now, presenting ( '50 things you probably dont know about me' ) yoinked from shannon who theived it from nikki...
well, i guess that's it. except... 51. i secretly want people to read my journal so they can learn more about me. i want friends and people who take an interest in me so i don't feel so lonely.
k, laterz
~the last of the jessoes
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:14 pm. |
| Mood: |  chipper. | | Music: | jonatha brooke. |
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i need to learn to say no...
oh another note...:
I Voted... Did You?
I Voted... Did You?
I Voted... Did You?
I Voted... Did You?
and now....for a quiz:
You are 100% Cancer
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Cancer - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with
Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.
Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!
Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.
Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.
Tips for the future:
Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - you'll be able to take the time to get to know each potential match well
Best color to attract mate: Aqua
Best day for a date: Wednesday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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You Are a New School Democrat |
You like partying and politics - and are likely to be young and affluent.
You're less religious, traditional, and uptight than most Democrats.
Smoking pot, homosexuality, and gambling are all okay in your book.
You prefer that the government help people take care of themselves.
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hmmm, not what i would have said but if the saxaphone fits...
shan, stop licking poles!!!
well, that's it for now. later...wait, is anyone reading this? oh well, later jess.
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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| Time: | 11:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | some 80s song...really random. |
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hey kids, it's been a while. let's see what i been up to (in no particular order)...paintball was fun. voting. put oil in my car. played a lot of hockey. worked a lot. cleaned my room. reapplied to the union. got both tegan & sara tickets and ani tickets!!! got a stupid ticket in harvard square cuz i wanted some chowda. earned money. spent money. bought a new goalie stick. went on a date...then spoke with my boyfriend... tried really hard to get someone's attention. shut my finger in a hockey door. stayed up too late. was late to work almost everyday. attended a burning barrel.
and there you have it. the past 21 days in a nutshell.
well, that was fun. i'm off...
...but first: ( for you, shan )
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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Friday, September 24th, 2004
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it doesn't mean much.
it doesn't mean anything at all.
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room.
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return.
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home.
sweet,
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give.
happy 34th birthday ani.
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Monday, September 20th, 2004
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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compliments of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) city_of_dis:
"I was recently out for a walk to my new favorite toy store, Hot Diggity! and halfway there, I received an urgent memo from my bladder:
ATTN: Marc-Anthony Macon
RE: Imperative Urination
Dear Mr. Macon,
It would appear that you consumed no less than seven cups of coffee before exiting your dwelling this morning and it is therefore my duty to inform you that if you do not locate the proper facilities within three minutes upon receipt of this missive, your urethra will inflate with piss in much the same way that an oblong water balloon does."
this guy is the man. especially since in the next sentence he referred to his penis as his "bald love monkey".
so yes. work, work, work. mike's party friday night. i thought it was fun. a lack of alcohol, though. and a lack of single females but what are ya gonna do. i would've stayed longer but i promised to find a way home for heidi. unfortunately, that involved three train stations, three buses, and more than 2 hours but we got home, dammit! whatever.
aaron didn't visit. that's fine. whatever. nathaniel filled in and accompanied me to my cousin's wedding. big surprise there, huh? it was small and nice. my aunt got piss-drunk. another big surprise. the reception was short but pretty. i'm glad it stopped raining. my uncle pulled nate in the family picture. they consider him family. it's crazy. they love him like he was one of my cousins or something.
anyway, the chicken balls were delicious! i love chicken balls. the prime rib was still bleeding i think. well, my mom's family is italian and food is big for them. the dinners cost $60/plate and there were 6 extra so you can't let them go to waste...my other aunt and grandmother brought 4 boxes of ziploc bags. they sent the dinners over to my mother where she proceded to shovel the steak, potatoes AND vegetables into the bags. my great aunt looked over and was like 'what are you doing?'. we're like "do you need bags?". she's like 'oh no, dear, i brought my own' and whips out some bags. my family rocks.
well, after a mized drink and 2 glasses of wine i was up on the dance floor, shaking it with the other drunken italians while the groom's family watched and thought we were crazy. which we are but that's beside the point. well, it was fun. afterwards nate and i rented sooooul plane which was funny and cho revolution which i'm watching now. then we talked which i thought was rather productive.
today was moving day. it went well. i, of course, ignored them most of the day but then i jumped in when they went to greenwood to clean out my room where jenny and i are refinishing a bookcase and we decided to save money and buy my grandmother's house (or possibly another house) within the next 5 or 10 years. and that was pretty much my day.
and now, i leave you with margaret cho...cho revolution!!:
this seems to be a big contest between george and sadaam. you know, who's penis is bigger...who's is oilier...
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | nada. |
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i was bored so i'd thought i'd update. i worked 10 1/2 hours yesterday. i'm tired! i only worked 6 today but still. the sweet thing is they never schedule me for any weekends so i'm free to attend all those parties i'm not invited to.
in other news, i am learning to speak portuguese. o aprendendo a falar portugues. it's fun. but all the brazilians at work talk so fast it's hard to understand and keep up. sometimes it's frustrating but sometimes you get somewhere. usually it talks 3 or 4 people (including myself) to have a conversation or even ask a question because we all have different levels of english-portuguese comprehension. it's kinda funny. like, today it took 5 people including 2 of my managers to tell the new girl katcha(sp?) she looks young. it was such a big deal for one word i couldn't get. it's hard, too, because i learned spanish in school and i have that mindset and that pronunciation. portuguese, contrary to popular belief, isn't that much like spanish. it is a little bit as in verbs and such but nouns sometimes are way different. katcha is new so i was trying to ask her simple things, her name, age, and such but she only understands a tiny bit of spanish and no english and i only speak a tiny bit or portuguese and spanish.
what else...nothing really. oh wait, my cousin's wedding is tomorrow. heh, i hope i still have a date...
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
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so, does anone remember my little brother? you know, the one my uncle used to carry around in a duffel bag. the one who's stroller i used to push and who's diaper i used to change? well he's growin' up! *tear* HE'S 13 YEARS OLD TODAY!! he's got a million girls calling him all the time. and he got his ear pierced last night! it's crazy. i don't like all of his friends. my mother gets nervous now. he's always out around town on his bike. she makes jenny ans i pick him up from school when we can. she gets scared cuz little dicky died at his age. which freaks me out a little cuz when dicky died it was a few weeks before i turned 9 so he seemed so old to me. he was a ::teenager:: but now that zack is a 'teenager' i realize it's so young. too young...
oh yeah, and he's a reading boy...that's weird too.
well, anyway, it's too early for me. shower time. happy birthday lil' zacky!
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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so we had our final game today...AND WE WON!!! yay. 3-1. it was close for a while. we were tied 1-1 like the first game but then we broke away. i had a shut-out all tournament. i didn't let in a single goal. yay! that almost never happens. i got a trophy for top goalie in B division. it was cool. and i have a hat that says "darcy edmonds memorial tournament 2004...champions". i'm excited. my whole family came out to watch. that was cool. what else...oh yeah, i'm gonnna keep playing with the team for a while. practice is tomorrow night. i brought a radio cuz they kept begging for one. i even made a pump-up cd but they didn't like it ;_;. it made me sad. i mean, really, what type of music will pump you up other than metal and rap? like, "bodies", "move bitch", i mean, that's what my high school team always listened to before games. i don't know what else you'd have. whatever.
moving soon. suck. i hate moving. i took a nap while my dad and jenny packed. i hate moving. i hate naps, they make me tired and groggy. they make my stomach and head hurt, for some reason.
well, that's about it. peace out dudes.
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so yes, it's funny how my moods change so quickly. well, once one deals with something one can move on.
n.e.ways, i had a hockey tournament this weekend. in glouster. i've been skating with this upper level team because the goalie broke ehr ankel this summer. so anyways, playing with them has made me better. it's crazy. i love to play. and they're so nice and amazing skaters. they're so fluid. i wish i was on this team full time. at least i get to play with them until elaine fully recovers. maybe even in states and nationals.
so getting back to the point, we have the darcy edmonds memeorial tournament. i can't beleive it's been 4 years since she passed. our team has been doing phenominal. we tied the first game against the south shore's friday's 1-1, won the second game against the westchester, ny wild cats 3-0, and dominated the third game against the nh fat angels 8-0 (and we were being nice!). we're currently in first place and will play the finals tomorrow against the winner of tonight's last game (probably friday's). so the point is...COME TO MY GAME!! DO IT! you know you wanna...it's only in gloucester. dorothy talbot rink. 128 N to grant circle rotary, take 127 and it's 1/4 mile down the road on the right...o'malley middle school. it's great fun. you'll see great hockey. it's a great cause. my game is at 12:30 but there are 2 other games starting at 10ish.
so yeah, i need to be 21 now. my team went out to celebrate after the game and they're like what bar do we go to?" and they were like "jess, you know the area, what's a good bar?" i thought they were joking but they really thought i was of age. i told them were to find the business district and where a few resturants and bars were but damn, i wanted to go. it's hard to bond when you can't drink together.
i need to find a radio for the locker room. it's not that quiet but we need some pump-up music. oh yeah, and today i popped my locker-room-shower cherry...which sounds kinda bad but i took a shower in the locker room for the first time. i usually am way too modest but i didn't care...well, i cared enough not to shower with the other girls. they all went in pairs but i waited to go alone. that's still kinda weird, showering with something and carrying on a conversation. i mean, if you're not dating them it's weird. i can't even look at someone while they're changing and have a conversation. i get too modest.
i stayed at lindsay's colleg last night so i didn't have to travel home between games. THANKS LINDS! it was cool. i like her new room. it rocks. her roommate brittany is cool too. i didn't even plan on drinking much but we went upstairs to some girls' room and everybody was totally shit-faced. i figured why not join. i ended up making myself puke just to be able to go to sleep (thanks nate!). i felt pretty crappy the next morning and couldn't find my keys but it's cool. i still played pretty well. oh yeah, i've had a shut-out all tournament. no goals scored on me! yay! that almost never happens!
look over at those Jeez-i grazing in the promised land. oh look, it's crucifying season!
hmm, i wonder what happens during mating season
she's all cracked out on christ. she's not a crack-head...she's a christ-head!
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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yes, so in case you haven't noticed i 'stretch the truth' a lot. not that i purposely outright lie but i've always put a spin on reality to create an illusion of a happy worl around me when there is anything but. so i talk to someone who absolutely hates any sort of deception. i decide, hey, why i don't i try something new? yes, i'll tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth so help me alah. i decide to take a risk and expose my being, my feelings, me. because this person insists it's a happier lifestyle. so i do it and what does this person do? decides to tell me something they had previously held back which would have drastically changed my decision. so here i am, vunerable, after 'taking a risk' which i always tell people is the only way to get what you want. i fall flat on my face, making a fool of myself and the other person has the audacity to say they feel they had been "a little deceived". w.t.fuck.mate.
so here i am, full circle, back to beleiving the only way to get through life is to lie. because even if people say they want the truth they rarely do. and i will be much happier...wait, how does one get happy anyway? i've wondered that sense i was born...
life is too confusing. too many people with too many opinions pulling me in too many directions. i have trouble deciding even what the best outlook is. i hate my jpb. i hate my life. i'm not all that fond of my family. i hate not having money. i hate staying home every night. i hate people...but i hate not having human contact even more. i hate not being in college. i hate being here. i hate this world. i hate medication. i hate doctors. i hate being fat. i hate being indecisive. i just hate everything.
but more than anything i hate being alone...
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accomplished.
nostalgic.
flirty.
Tourette's.
cold.
nauseated.
tired..
annihilated.
